— Friedrich Nietzsche - The Gay Science (via sisyphean-revolt)
oh i just noticed this. Basically i like both boys and i guess girls to a certain extent. but i think about having sex and having a relationship with the former and rarely with the latter if ever that is. That being said i thirst for boys. Boyss boyss boyss. Girls are nice and i dont want to break their hearts. I wouldnt be averse to having a romantic relationship with a girl and having sexual relations with them is a distinct possibility i dont particularly think thats something that i want at this point in my life. I mean i had girlfriends when i was a tween but you know i dont really think they count? Like i identify gay mostly but ultimately queer? And ugh idk sexuality is fluid, i dont wanna limit my sexuality being oriented to like genitals and gender. Its just gender is rather arbitrary yet vital at the same time in contemporary societal contexts. Like idk i dont really like completely 100% cis or hetero individuals. Idk i like boys in dresses and tomboyish girls (probably) but man…. boys or something. I see girls and woman more as sisters and mothers and as persons to look up to and for me to find strength and show solidarity with as opposed to a potential sexual partner or romantic interest. Like my relationship towards woman is for the most part platonic. Idk man im gay like gayyyy like a card carrying lady gaga fan, fashion enthusiast, camp, effeminate, boy crazy, glitter unicorn twink with delusions of a voluptuous ass. Um also ah boys yeah boys. I think of boys a lot, boys yeah. I want to kiss a boy right now eventhough im rather gross atm.