also its a de facto truth amongst the most part of the male gay community that they usually have ‘daddy issues’ but honestly how do i even begin to elucidate the dysfunctional i have with my mum. honestly i argue with her more frequently than she used to argue with my dad like. like xavier dolan films really encapsulate the destructive love-hate relationship betweeen gay son and mother.
my current mood right now is waiting for a boy to serenade me singing drake & rihanna’s take care while i smoke by the balcony and when he’s done i laugh frantically and throw my cigarette butt at him
ive been having some crazy thoughts of living in seclusion for a year